The Villains All Fell in Love with Me After Rebirth : Chapter 39 - Confession
Chapter 39: Confession
The voice that called ‘brother Jing Sui’ contained a sad meaning…
Carlos’s movements suddenly stopped. Ice instantly covered his brown pupils as his eyes became dark and cold.
His thin lips pursed into a thin line. His eyes settled on the teenager’s pale and painful face.
The jealousy in his heart was like a poisonous snake wrapped tightly around his heart. The intense pain made him almost unable to continue to restrain himself. Like a crack, his sanity was completely destroyed by the suppressed longing impulse, wrapped in ferocious and violent intent.
So, even if you acted like nothing happened, even if you said you didn’t like him…
However, in your sleep late at night, when you throw away all the defenses, face your true feelings, instinctively call that name… I realized that you haven’t given up at all.
Not even a tiny bit.
The pain in Carlos’s eyes was like a bottomless abyss. His palms slowly tightened. He had been calculating and doing everything possible to alienate the boy from Jing Sui. Step by step, he made the boy go into the cage he had so carefully built for him, and bring him under his wing…
He even had the identity of the teenager’s nominal lover.
So much so that it gave him the illusion that one day he could make the teenager fall into his arms willingly.
Accepting him.
He thought he could have waited until that day.
But at this moment, the teenager’s unconscious cry easily shattered all his self-confidence and turned all his patience into a joke.
Let him be utterly defeated.
Even if Jing Sui hurt you like this and did that to you.
But it’s still him you can’t let go of in the end. Even though you say you won’t go back, what you really care about and miss in your heart is still that man.
Just like in the previous life. Even after falling to that point, in the end, he still stood before him at all costs.
Giving your life.
So, there’s just no way you can’t help loving that person… right?
Carlos painfully closed his eyes. A look of fierce struggle appeared on his face, and his jaw tightened. If he was destined to not make the teenager willingly accept himself, then what is the significance of all of his restraint and forbearance?
It will be better to just get him and imprison the teenager beside him.
Let him be completely yours.
Carlos breathed out slowly. His chest rose and fell slightly, and he opened his eyes again.
He raised his hand to hold the boy’s chin, gazing down at the boy’s lips. Desire surged in his eyes. Now that the teenager was in his hands, he could do whatever he wanted to him.
He couldn’t fight back, couldn’t run away. Even if he cried and begged himself, it was useless.
He could have done this a long time ago. He had many opportunities to do so…
But why didn’t he do that?
Why did he let go of the boy again and again, watch the boy go away, and even allow the boy to stay with the other man?
Carlos stared at the sleeping boy on the bed. For a long time, a trace of helplessness and sadness appeared in his eyes. He let go of his hand dejectedly.
He didn’t do that for one reason.
He loves the boy.
It’s not just possessiveness, not just manipulated by desire, not just a whim.
Just because he loves the boy.
That’s why he’s patient and restrained, calculated and cautious, just because he doesn’t want the teenager to be sad.
He can’t bear to hurt the boy.
Ji Ling softly called that name, and then continued to pretend to have nightmares, waiting fearfully for Carlos’s reaction. He could feel the man’s breathing becoming heavier, and then he pinched his chin like a bloodthirsty man. The beast slowly approached the prey in the palm of his hand… Even if he didn’t open his eyes, he could feel the true cruelty and coldness in the blood of that man hidden under his gentle actions.
At that moment, Ji Ling was really scared.
He knew he was taking a risk.
However, he really had no other choice. He couldn’t accept Carlos doing that kind of thing to him, so he could only use Jing Sui as an excuse again, hoping that Carlos would give up.
Carlos had always been a calm and rational person who put interests first. If he wanted to continue to maintain this relationship with him, it stood to reason that he would not destroy the situation at hand just for the sake of impulse and do things that were not worth the gain.
Compared with his planning, whether he could get into bed with someone was the most insignificant thing.
He should leave.
But at this moment, feeling Carlos’s continued approach and his hot breath that almost scalded him, Ji Ling almost thought that he had made a wrong bet! Does this person really want to completely tear himself apart just to have sex with him? But this makes no sense! Does Carlos still need someone to warm the bed? That’s a joke!
Just when Ji Ling felt more and more frightened and uneasy… the man suddenly let go of his hand and stood up, leaving as quietly as he had arrived.
Ji Ling listened to the sound of the door being closed before slowly letting out the breath he had been holding just now, realizing that his back was damp with sweat.
He quietly opened his eyes a slit, revealing a lingering look of fear.
Then he started to chagrin.
Looking back now, there were actually some forebodings before, but he never thought that Carlos would have such dirty thoughts towards him! So, he didn’t think about it that way… The old fox was older than his father, usually disguised as a gentleman and reserved, but in his heart, he actually wanted to sleep with himself. Who would have thought of such a ridiculous thing ah!
Even though he thought he was vigilant enough, he probably unknowingly deceived himself to relax his guard against this person.
Horrible, this man is so horrible.
Ji Ling said angrily: [System, I know why Carlos is so nice to me.]
System: [...] Actually, he knows too.
Ji Ling: [Because he wants to hit on me : )]
System: [...]
Ji Ling: [An old cow wants to eat young grass. It’s shameless : )]
System: [...]
Ji Ling thought to himself that he was afraid and he couldn’t stay here any longer. He had to leave quickly! There were only two people on this planet: himself and Carlos. He thought it was comfortable and safe before, but now he thinks about it, it’s actually the most dangerous!
Although he had an idea and forced Carlos back just now. If he failed one, there would be a second time. Once Carlos couldn’t help but be beastly one day and wanted to do something to himself, then it was really a disaster. There was nowhere to escape!
………………
Ji Ling was so anxious to return that he didn’t sleep all night.
When he got up the next morning and had breakfast, Ji Ling pretended not to know anything. He smiled at Carlos and suggested. “Carlos, let’s go back today.”
There was no clue on Carlos’s expression, as if nothing happened last night. His eyes were gentle and deep. He smiled in a low voice and said, “What? Are you not happy staying here?”
Ji Ling shook his head and said, “I see that you’ve been busy. Since I made you leave the Emperor Star together for so long, I feel a bit sorry. It’s better to go back first…” He seemed a bit embarrassed and smiled. “Besides, if you want to come here in the future, you can come back anytime you want.”
Carlos looked at the teenager’s well-behaved and blushing appearance. In the soft part of his heart, pain, and jealousy stirred pity and love, turning into a complex and dark color in his eyes. He raised his thin lips and nodded. “That’s fine. Before leaving, I want to take you somewhere.”
Although Carlos seemed perfectly normal, Ji Ling was still a little nervous. However, he had no reason to refuse, so he nodded and said, “Okay.”
Ji Ling followed Carlos onto the aircraft, not squinting his eyes, not daring to look at the man next to him. He felt a little anxious.
Not long after, the aircraft stopped at the edge of a huge lake.
This lake was very huge. From a distance, it looked like a blue sea. The lake water was clear without any impurities, so he could see the blue light dotted among the silver sand at the bottom of the lake.
It was really beautiful.
Carlos took Ji Ling’s hand and came to the lakeside. Stepping on the soft silver sand, he felt as if he was stepping on the clouds. The beauty here made people slow down their breathing.
Ji Ling knew where this was.
Carlos looked sideways at Ji Ling. A gentle light smile hung on his lips as he slowly said, “The stars of Fairsha Lake are the most beautiful scenery of the Blue Star. I have always wanted to bring you to see it.”
Ji Ling showed a shy smile. He blinked and said, “I have been here once the day before yesterday. It’s indeed very beautiful. Thank you, Carlos.”
That was the implication that he had seen it. Now, he just wanted to go home early.
No need to waste time here.
He had long been accustomed to Carlos’s gentleness, but after last night, Ji Ling felt uncomfortable everywhere. When did this old guy start harboring such ulterior motives towards him?
Carlos didn’t seem to hear the implication of the teenager’s words. He smiled slightly and said in a low and magnetic voice, like the sound of a violin. “I have a gift for you.”
Ji Ling looked at him suspiciously.
Then he saw Carlos lift his hand. His slender fingers fell on the placket of his clothes and he slowly unbuttoned his shirt.
Ji Ling’s expression froze, and he looked at Carlos blankly. ‘I’m going to go, uncle, just take it easy, and don’t mess around! Sex is fun when two people are in love with each other! You’ve been holding back for so long. Is it really okay to be so frank all of a sudden? Let’s not play forced love. Can we continue your power struggle?!’
As a result… Carlos just took off his coat and jumped into the water like a fish. He swung his legs and swam toward the bottom of the lake.
Ji Ling:???
Ji Ling’s mind was full of WTF. So just now he was scaring himself over nothing?
His expression suddenly turned a little embarrassed, but after coming back to his senses, he felt grateful. Okay, okay, scared me to death. I almost thought that Carlos couldn’t help but perform bestiality on himself. It turned out that he just wanted to go swimming in the lake. These abnormal people have infected his originally normal brain, so thinks too much… Ji Ling began to feel guilty and uneasy.
He stood by the lake and waited. Soon, Carlos swam back from the bottom of the lake.
With a splash, his upper body emerged from the clear water waves.
The man wore a fine white silk shirt embroidered with silver dark patterns on his upper body, and black trousers on his lower body. He was tall and slender, with wide shoulders and a narrow waist. The white silk shirt was soaked and stuck to his body, faintly revealing his wheat-colored skin and sturdy muscular texture. His brown hair dripped with water. Water droplets flowed down the outline of his deep and elegant facial features, moistening his slightly cool lips, exuding mature, elegant, and sexy charm.
Ji Ling was absent-minded for a moment, staring blankly at Carlos standing in the lake, stretching out his right hand to him. He opened his palm to reveal the crystal clear sapphire resting on the palm of his hand.
The man’s brown pupils were as gentle as the waves of a lake, and his voice was low and husky as he said, “It’s the most beautiful thing I have ever seen and the color closest to your eyes.”
Ji Ling’s face couldn’t help but turn red, and he was so ashamed. He thought to himself that this old man was so corny. He couldn’t hold it any longer. Moreover, Carlos had already given him this sapphire when he came back for the second time. By the way, he also gave him the entire Blue Star. Why would he have to fish it out with his own hands again? It’s simply unnecessary ah…
Even though his heart was grooving more than his mouth, Ji Ling cooperated by showing an embarrassed expression, seemingly a bit overwhelmed.
Carlos looked at him with a gentle smile and stood there motionless with an open palm as if waiting for Ji Ling to accept his gift.
Ji Ling stood on the edge of the lake, looking down at the man whose body was half submerged in the lake. His face burned.
He felt very embarrassed. Although it was corny, he still took the gems and went back early. It was not an option to continue the stalemate like this.
Ji Ling thought of this. He finally stretched out his hand, ready to take the gem in Carlos’s hand, but just before his fingertips touched the other’s palm, the man suddenly tightened his right hand and pulled Ji Ling down!
Poof.
Ji Ling couldn’t help but let out a cry of surprise. He fell into the water and bumped into the man’s arms. The cold lake water drilled into his mouth, nose, and ears. Ji Ling was frightened and immediately reached out to pounce, but before he could recover, suddenly a kiss wrapped in the cold lake water pressed against his lips without warning.
Ji Ling’s pupils shrank suddenly, looking incredulously at the man’s face close at hand, stunned!
He, he, he, he——
What the hell is he doing ah?!
Ji Ling choked suddenly because of the incident and subconsciously opened his mouth. This action allowed the man to come in easily and deepen the kiss. Ji Ling had difficulty breathing and quickly reached out to push the other man!
But the other party’s kiss was so forceful, seemingly gentle, but not to be refused. The arms in the water tightened around Ji Ling’s body, making him unable to move.
Ji Ling was going crazy, ahhhhhh. He knew that things were not so simple. It turns out that this old bastard is here waiting for him. He didn’t think about it at all just now. He actually really intends to take action against himself!
Ji Ling struggled desperately until he almost couldn’t breathe before he felt the man’s lips leave. He opened his mouth in a desperate attempt to breathe, feeling all the blood rush to his head as he looked at Carlos in disbelief, shaking with anger!
You shameless old thing! I only provoked you away yesterday, but you actually refused to give up!
It’s too much!
Carlos looked at Ji Ling’s shocked and angry eyes. Those beautiful blue eyes seemed to be on fire. However, such an angry look made people feel love and compassion…
Carlos gently brushed Ji Ling’s cheeks with his fingertips, with undisguised affection in his eyes. He whispered, “I love you.”
Ji Ling:???
He stared blankly at Carlos, watching the man say these three words to him so seriously…
It took Ji Ling a while to come to come back to his senses, and then he became angrier!
Ten times angrier than before!
It’s shameless for you to want to sleep with me, but after all, men always have desires, so I’ll just treat you as impulsive. I won’t care about you. I will think of you as an old guy whose mind is full of yellow scraps in his head. However, if you still say you love me, that’s too much! This is intended to cheat the feelings!
It’s simply more over the top than taking advantage of your kidneys and not your heart!
If you continue to pretend, we can continue to have a harmonious and cooperative relationship between ruthless villains. But if you go to great lengths to win over me and deceive me, then we will not be able to continue to get along peacefully and amicably.
No more friendships!
Ji Ling took a deep breath, raised his hand, and wiped his lips vigorously. His eyes fluctuated, looking at Carlos with an extremely strange and disbelieving gaze. He said, “I’ve always regarded you as my uncle, but you actually…”
Carlos looked deeply at Ji Ling. Since he had made today’s act, he would not allow Ji Ling to remain ignorant. He said slowly and solemnly. “I know, but—— I don’t want to just be your uncle.”
He looked into Ji Ling’s shocked gaze and said word by word, “I want to be your lover.”
Bah, don’t even think about it!
Acting should be done in moderation. Everyone knows that this is just a fake engagement, but if you want to make the fake real, you have no professional ethics. This is intolerable!
Ji Ling closed his eyes sadly and looked at Carlos with a disappointed gaze. He said coldly, “But it’s not you that I love, you know that, right?”
Carlos’s eyes seemed to be a bit gloomy. He sighed softly. There was a hint of helplessness in his low voice, but his eyes were gentle and tolerant. “His Majesty won’t like you. He has been hurting you and even doing things like that to you. He doesn’t care about you at all… Why don’t you try to let go of him and start a new relationship? I swear to love and protect you. You’ll be the only love of my life.”
Oh, what an impressive performance.
I’ll be damned if I believe you.
Ji Ling blinked his eyes, and tears came as soon as he could. He smiled sadly to himself. “Really? It’s a shame that I can’t do that.”
Carlos pursed his thin lips, seeming a little hurt.
But Ji Ling wouldn’t be soft-hearted. He knows this old fox’s acting skills very well! He showed a heartfelt expression, looked at him with cold detachment, and said in a clear, cold voice, “Uncle Carlos. It’s time for us to go back.”
The word ‘uncle’ was deliberately emphasized and pronounced.
The words one by one fell into Carlos's ears, causing his face to finally change slightly. The jealousy and anger in his chest were once again on the verge of losing control.
He looked into the teenager’s cold gaze. The teenager looked at him with such a strange look at this moment. Even the trust and dependence he once had had also all disappeared, leaving only estrangement and wariness. Even if he stood before him, he was further away from him than ever before…
So you must completely reject me like this?
You are the most affectionate person. Your love is more dazzling and pure than any treasure in the world. However, because of this, you are also the most ruthless person. You will never share your eyes and your love with anyone else.
Making people jealous and crazy.
Carlos closed his eyes and opened them again. There was only a layer of frost on his elegant face. The back of the teenager turned to leave, so decisive, no lingering. He was cold and determined.
It’s so dazzling…
He suddenly smiled with a self-deprecating smile. He raised his hand to grab Ji Ling’s wrist, pulling him back. They fell into the water again with a crash…
Then he kissed the teenager, who looked frightened, fiercely!
The author has something to say:
Ji Ling: If you want to say you love me, we won’t even be friends anymore QAQ
Carlos: Haha.
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