She Become Sweet and Cuddly : Chapter 08
Chapter 8- They Are Really Her Husband And Child
translator: Oyen editor: Larkspur
She anticipated his denial, perhaps he’d show some surprise, or ask why she asked such a ridiculous question. However, none of that happened. In the end, his answer was simple and crude.
She was really his wife. The man who was still unfamiliar to her was her husband, and she also had a child with him.
"You... What did you remember?" He looked a little solemn, tone seemed tense.
This kind of nervous demeanor should not have appeared on a man like him. He was the calm and poised kind who could handle all disturbances with ease. But, strangely, like her elder sister, he was afraid of what she'd remembered.
Lin Qingqing closed her eyes and shook her head. "It was just a fragment. I was sitting in a room drinking. I had a cigarette in my hand, Xiao Yuan ran over, I tried to push him away, but the cigarette butt burned his arm. I heard him call me mommy... there's just this one fragment."
He did not speak, and the car fell into a repressive silence.
"I’m wondering since I am Xiao Yuan's mother, why does he pretend not to know me?" She looked up at him and said, "Why does Mr. Yi pretend not to know me?"
He smiled a faint smile, so faint that it was almost impossible to see that he was smiling. "It's not necessary."
"Why is it not necessary?"
His narrow eyes fell on her, deep and dignified as if to gauge the depths of her soul. He said, "You hate me and also Xiao Yuan."
Lin Qingqing, "—"
He added. "I don't want you to know about our relationship. I'm afraid you're thinking about your hatred for us, but we still want to be close to you, so we can only do as such."
There was a heaviness in his voice as if it was pounding the heart.
Hate him... hate Xiao Yuan?
"Why would I hate?"
He leaned his head against his seat and looked at the roof of the car, his smile seemed to be mocking himself. "Probably because you want a divorce and I've always disagreed."
Too strange, everything he told her is simply too strange. This is just a dream, an unrealistic dream, how could she intersect with such a man?
Hate him... hate Yi Zeyan? This outstanding but unreachable man, not only did she hate him but also wanted to divorce him? It was as if these things were happening in another world, a world that had nothing to do with her, one she could not understand and was baffled by.
"Then how do we know each other?"
"Met by chance, and then we were together."
"Is that all?"
"That's all."
Lin Qingqing couldn't believe it. She had suffered a misfortune five years ago. Xiao Yuan looked almost three or four years old. If she really wanted to marry him and have children, she would have had to know him and marry him almost immediately after her misfortune.
If, as her elder sister told her, she was betrayed by her first love and friends when her life fell to a low point, how could she come out and find someone to marry in such a short time? Was it because she was hit so hard that she wanted to find someone casually for her life?
However, she absolutely did not believe that she was such a person.
And a man like Yi Zeyan was not the kind that any girl could climb up to. He had a bright mind and a unique vision. He had been only 20 years old when he had taken over the family business ten years ago. However, despite his young age, he was able to make the company bigger and stronger step by step, and even successfully go public. His vision and methods were absolutely incomparable to ordinary people. How could such a bright entrepreneur decide his marriage so casually? She didn't think she had such great charm.
She always felt that there was something concealed, but he obviously did not want to tell her as to why she chose to marry him and subsequently wanted to divorce, he didn't want to divorce and she hated him. Even though she knew all the answers, she didn't have a memory of them and couldn't guess what she really thought at that time. She was afraid that it was all he could tell her.
Lin Qingqing felt an unbearable desolation, not knowing whether it was because of him or because he had suddenly become her husband. She didn't want to be in the same car with him anymore.
"I'll go first."
As she spoke, she was about to open the car door, but he suddenly grabbed her by the wrist.
"Where are you going, Qingqing?"
The voice was a little anxious, and the hand pulling on her wrist was almost released after touching it. He called her Qingqing with a natural intimacy in his tone. He spoke very naturally, but she felt very uncomfortable.
She didn't look at him, but said, "I want to go back to the restaurant."
She got out, closed the door, and rode away on her scooter. She had gone out without her cell phone and returned to the restaurant, only to find her elder sister looking anxiously at the door. She parked the scooter.
Lin Zhenzhen rushed up to her and asked her, "Where had you been so early in the morning?"
A lot of emotions were inexplicably blocked in her chest, and now looking at her sister's anxious face, it was like a helpless child seeing an adult who she trusted and relied on.
Lin Qingqing couldn't help jumping up and holding her elder sister, she cried her heart out. "I am really Xiao Yuan's mother. Am I really married?"
Lin Zhenzhen patted her on the shoulder to comfort her and asked her, "Did you go to see Zeyan?"
Jiejie called him Zeyan, they seem to know each other very well.
Lin Qingqing nodded. "I don't know, I don't know anything at all. Why is it like this? I don't have the memory of that time at all. I really can't accept it. It's unfair to me!"
She had come to accept the fact that she could no longer sing, but now she had been told she was married and had a child, and that she harmed her own child. She couldn't accept it.
Lin Zhenzhen sighed, rubbed her head, and comforted her. "Okay, okay. Don't think about it anymore, no one will force you."
"I will leave with Xiao Yuan."
After her sister's voice fell, a deep male voice suddenly sounded.
Lin Qingqing was stunned, she looked sideways and saw Yi Zeyan. She did not know when he came, he was standing by the road and had stopped his car nearby. It turned out that he had been following her.
He slowly stepped forward, his eyebrows wrinkled, his angular face tense, with a sharp sense of pressure, but the tone of his voice changed. "We will not make you feel awkward. I'll take Xiao Yuan and leave. We won't appear before you in the future. You will never see us."
He looked at her. The muscles in his temples moved gently. She felt his complexion had turned white.
Even Lin Zhenzhen did not have the heart to see it and spoke softly, "Zeyan, don't say that."
But he bowed his head and smiled gently, then he looked up towards the sky and took a breath. The man, who had been brimming with confidence from the first time she had seen him, seemed to have some helplessness at the moment.
"I mean it." With that, he turned and left, and soon the black car disappeared at the end of the street.
Lin Zhenzhen watched the car disappear with a heavy sigh. She looked at Lin Qingqing but didn't say anything. In the end, she just patted her shoulder and said, "Zeyan has done a lot for you over the years."
In the afternoon, Yi Zeyan came a little earlier to pick up Yi Beiyuan. When the little one was brought out by the teacher, he felt a little strange. "Daddy, you came early today." Soon he thought of something and said excitedly, "Mommy hasn't started delivering things at this point. Let's go to find her and have dinner with her."
Yi Zeyan did not speak. He squatted down slowly, his face a little serious. "You don't have to go to school here from tomorrow on."
Xiao Yuan's smile faded a little. "Why? I won't be able to see mommy if I don't go to school here."
He touched his head. "Mommy remembered something, so we can't be here. She won't be happy."
The child stayed still for a long time, then his eyes became red. "Then I can't look at her anymore, can I?"
"En."
"And I can't eat with her, can I?"
"En."
"Can't even call her auntie?"
"En."
Big droplets of tears rolled down from his eyes, and yet the little guy was holding back himself from crying. There were many children around him, if the ones in the junior class saw him crying, they would laugh at this elder brother.
But, but... He couldn't help it.
So sad, I can’t see mommy again, it’s very sad...
"No!" He cried out in grief. "I don't want it!"
Why did other children have a mommy? Why couldn't he meet Mommy? Why must he call his mommy auntie? Why didn't his mommy like him? He was very good. He was really very good, ah.
He was so sad that he cried miserably. His chubby little hands rubbed his eyes, but the tears still rolled down.
"No! No! I don't want it!"
"Stop!" Ye Zeyan scolded him with a stern voice.
The majesty of his father shocked him. He dared not cry aloud, but he was sad nonetheless. He sobbed and rubbed his eyes with his small hands.
Yi Zeyan closed his eyes, adjusted his mood, and softened his voice. "Don't cry, let's go," he said, pulling his hand and moving forward.
The little guy knew very well that as soon as he left, he would never see his mommy again. He was very sad, but he dared not cry. His daddy said that a man should be brave and that crying would not solve the problem. So he dared not cry out loud, only a small repressed voice sobbed sadly.
Just as the father and son were about to get in the car, they heard a soft voice calling, "Xiao Yuan."
Xiao Yuan rubbed his tearful eyes and turned to see that his mommy was walking towards him.
"Mommy?"
Suddenly he was shocked to see his mom appear. He forgot the promise he had made his dad that he would call her auntie until she regained her memories.
Lin Qingqing saw the sobbing little figure from a distance, so she subconsciously quickened her pace. She went to him, squatted down, and took out a tissue to help him wipe away his tears.
The little guy hadn't recovered yet. Just now he was still sad that he couldn't see his mom again, but then his mom appeared before him in a twinkle of an eye.
Daddy said that Mommy remembered, but Mommy still wants to be so close to me and even wipe my tears for me?
Mommy wouldn't let me near her, Mommy hates me...
So he called again, "Mommy?"
Lin Qingqing lifted up his sleeve. She looked at the round scar. She thought back to the scene in which he had cried loudly and painfully after being scalded. He was always well-behaved, very cute, and smiling. But the child had cried very loudly, she could imagine how painful it must have been at that time. Her heart seemed to be stabbed with something so hard that she choked and asked him, "Does it hurt?"
He shook his head in a daze. "Doesn't hurt." His soft, childish, sniffling voice sounded so pitiful it could clench people's hearts.
She didn't know when tears streamed down her eyes, she couldn’t help but pull him into her arms and hold him tightly. She didn't know why she didn't let him come close to her, even if it was an unintentional injury, it hurt!
In fact, the first time she had seen him, she felt a sense of intimacy with him. It turned out that he was her child. They were connected by blood… He was her little flesh and blood.
The little guy was hugged by her for a while. A little confused, and unsure, he called, "Mommy?"
He had a milky fragrance on his body. Her son was still very small... such a small ball, her little flesh, and blood, and he was so good ah. How could she have had the heart to hate and hurt him?
She buried her face in his little shoulder, at first she began to whimper, then sobbed until she could not help crying her heart out loud.
"I'm sorry Xiao Yuan... I'm sorry, I'm sorry," she choked up and said to him over and over again.
The little boy rubbed his face on her head. His chubby hand touched her head and comforted her. "Mommy, don't cry."
With that, she wept even more. She thought of the day she had burned his hand. The two-year-old, who was still walking unsteadily, had swayed towards her and said in a soft voice, "Mommy, don't cry."
Why was she so hateful?
The little guy had tears in his eyes, but he stubbornly held them back. His little hands wiped her tears haphazardly and his movements were clumsy. His big eyes were red, his small nose crimson, and his small face was covered with tears. Although he was strong enough to comfort her, his small appearance looked even more painful.
Lin Qingqing carefully helped him wipe away the tears on his face. Then she looked at the man standing nearby. Yi Zeyan seemed to be lost in thought. He did not come to his senses for a long time gazing at her eyes.
Somehow, facing him, Lin Qingqing felt at a loss as to what to do, she was unable to calmly face him. This man with a strong aura that appeared distant and difficult to approach, which had been the case from the beginning, and was even more so now.
Lin Qingqing hung her head and dared not look at him. She hesitated for a moment before she said, "I don't remember the past, I don't remember being married to you, and I don't remember having Xiao Yuan. Do you mind?"
Yi Zeyan: "—"
She... What does she mean? Why did she ask this all of a sudden?
She actually asked me if I mind? The woman, who has never looked at me, is now twisting her hands in fear and asking if I would mind her?
She is really...
The originally dignified and repressed complexion was like the thawing of ice and snow that soon melted away on his face. His eyes became clear, a bright color appearing at the bottom, his lips moved slightly as if a smile were about to bloom on his face. Even so, he was calm as he always was. He simply smiled and said, "I don't mind."
Lin Qingqing breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Then come and pick me up tomorrow. I'll go back and tidy up first today."
Let him pick her up, would she go back with them? Just now he thought that she would never be with them for the rest of her life...
His eyes were brighter, his hands clenched tightly on either side as if restraining something. But his voice was still steady with no fluctuation whatsoever. "All right."
❃❃❃
Please support me by buying me a coffee for an extra chapter for all of my projects when it reach target:
Love love love!! Thanks for the chapter!
ReplyDeleteCan I translate it into Indonesian?
Deleteyour welcome ^_^
Deleteyes, you can translate it to indonesian if you want, just give it my link to novelupdates here : https://www.novelupdates.com/series/she-become-sweet-and-cuddly/ thanks xD
Thank you very much! And of course, I'll do that.
DeleteGive me tissues a lot of them 😢😢😢😧
ReplyDeletei also cried when translating this T^T
Deleteuwahhhhh!!!!cry cry cry! thanks for the chapter!
ReplyDeleteyour welcome ^_^
Deleteyes, i also cried T_T
Thanks for the chapter!!
ReplyDeleteyour welcome ^_^
DeleteMay i know where do you read it before? The original author or ? This novel is already complete right?
ReplyDeleteIdk what to do, but this the firsr novel i rlly want to read and i can't take it about the next chapter.
Thankyou for your translate author^^
you can read it at jjwxc.net to support the author, or you can copy the chinese title of this novel and search it on google to read ^^
DeleteI'm crying river here....
ReplyDeleteThanks for pick up this novel!
I also cried T^T
DeleteThis made me cry😭😭
ReplyDeleteyes, it's also made me cry when translating this T_T
DeleteOmg I was teary-eyed when I read this. Xiao Yuan is such a good boy. I'm happy that he finally gets to experience a mother's love.
ReplyDeleteThis is such a good story and I'm glad you are translating. I'm just wondering if you have an editor or if you are planning to have an editor? Some of the sentences are a bit choppy and a bit hard to understand so having an editor work through them might be helpful to make the story even more enjoyable. You said so yourself that your English isn't very good. If you don't mind, I would gladly volunteer to be your editor. I have grown incredibly fond of this story and would like to help you when it comes to the grammar aspects of it. You may contact me through my email ianaedrianne34@gmail.com I really hope you'll consider. I hope to hear from you soon. Have a good day! ��
Where is the tissue, damn it !😭 So cute ❤️
ReplyDeleteI cried. Augh it stingssss
ReplyDeleteThank you for your hard work in translating this. This scene was too touching!
ReplyDeleteI'm reading in my break in uni and I'm desperately trying to swallow the unshed tears in my eyes. There's a person sitting in front of me!!
ReplyDeleteThank you for the update!
I'am crying... it hurt very much i 😭😭😭
ReplyDeleteThank you for translate this 🙏💖
This comment has been removed by the author.
ReplyDeleteI get why she wasn't told, it'd be overwhelming haah. Also didn't cry but they all so cute. I wonder why she didn't like them before...?
ReplyDeleteI'm crying a river uwoooo i don't kbow if it's touching or sad but I'm overwhelmed 😭😭😭😭
ReplyDeleteDamn my eyes kept on sweating man.
ReplyDelete😭😭😭
ReplyDeleteThat was emotional 😭The kid really got to me
ReplyDeleteAwww. I am glad at least now Qingqing can see things with different perspective than the older her. To a better future.
ReplyDeleteO my god. I actually cried��.
ReplyDeleteI can't believe im tearing up omg
ReplyDelete